The New York Stock Exchange traded pretty well this morning. But it inexplicably slowed down just when I was starting to shake off the morning rust.
I didn’t trade any assets today so I really kinda needed a good cash open performance. I didn’t get it to the degree that I needed but the money was enough – can’t complain.
As you can see, I’m not in much of a posting mood. I’m thankful that I didn’t lose money but on days like this, I know that I’m one more day towards the next crucible in my life. The thing that scares me the most is that I don’t have as much control of things as I would like to think I do.
I wish – especially in things pertaining to money – I could just smash through life’s issues with my truck and it would be solved. As it is, I am here contemplating on how to survive, like I always do knowing that at some point my luck will inevitably run out.